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Let the sky be the Dive Board:


To let me plunge into the sea.



Let me wear Blinkers:

So, the depth I cannot see.

...

Let my senses be numb:

so that, I cannot feel

The Abyss of the sea



Letme be there...

Amongst deep water..

so that

I may be FREE

A SLICE OF THE SKY

Vast Blue:
Large Expanse of a small view
Darkened in the sun
Brightened by the Moon.
Churning paint with every 
starry shift!


witness to pain
joy
And
'Morrow
Ageless, Nameless
Cloudless....Loveless Sky
Poor slave I:
Crave 
A slice of you!
O SKY!!

RAIN

rain madness rain


I want rain


Mad rain,


Soul drenching!


Spirit rejuvenating rain.


Rain respite Rain.


Come again come


Aiman wants to wash her pain...

O, YE DEEP BLUE SEA

The calm Horizon
stands afloat
Hue changing by the hours
... Myriad...
secrets it harbours,
myriad dreams have come true,
: silently watched them come.
the Benevolent Blue Goddess..
yet
myriad billions
..strange and strong: Dreams
have been shattered
-rage.
stories bedded in its bosom..
lost arches and Empires
Creatures and harbingers.
on Discovery
heart cries encore:
Enfold..Entreat :-show more.


Lap me not in your lusty waters
You intimidate me...
Yet..
a Reflection of me..
Profound..
Are you me!!
No-
You cannot be...
Oh Woman...
O, Ye deep blue sea!

Profane...Sacred!!

a little love here
a little love there..
a random assault...
a final give in..
a carnal attraction..
a Pagan submission
a deep sense of denial...
a latent sense of recognition...!!
spiritual..
stimulating intellect..
varied varied...
love ...love



ages ...sages..men...poets and fancy men...forlorn lovers...forsaken women...winners in conquest.. have all attempted to define it..and I, in this sea of searchers ...again...
will be just one of the countless million who decide to do so...Again!
plays have been written in its conquests...countless movies made..songs written..symphonies composed...stories plotted around it..battles have been fought and lost ....
What is Love....
languages it had crossed ages ago...since Adam and Eve
it has crossed colors and has been accepted..
it has crossed age and has been accepted..
it has now crossed genders and will be accepted
yet still..
it needs to cross cultures..boundaries rooted deep in the mind and mystic...mystique...


so many have slain themselves and so many may not muster..for life holds a larger dream...!! what is then life..if not lived to its fullest...Philosophers say "live life to its fullest"!! is happiness and attainment of it all fulfillment...this leads to another question what is meant by fulfillment ..(well I am no philosopher hence will not delve into it)... is love a deep craving for a goal..that's larger than life..is love..is love being around ones who accept you even if the world despises you..or is love being with the one, the one who embraces you with all your human fallacies...
what is love if not spent in the arms of love...death leading to its perpetuity...!!


Rest I leave it for you to decide...

SILVER CLOUD

every cloud, they say, has a silver lining, but now I want my entire cloud of silver...its been dark too long!!

I haven't felt this way since 8 long years..almost few more days to eight precisely, I haven't been awake thinking and thinking so hard for God alone knows the reason up till 2 am!! 

It struck at 10 a.m but the realization came at around 2p.m..I dint others at home did...a family member  is ill..brain stroke...!! Members of the house making daily timely visits to the hospital...Yet each managing to make small talk and keep a straight face..thats life they say..but how many times should I be struck with a tragedy..one..twice..thrice wasn't enough...

I guess that's all a part of growing up..being adults...wiping your tears and walking with a stride so smart and a smile so bright that the day has never been dark and dank at all!!...work is the only thing that keeps us alive...initially its a struggle to carry on working as if all is perfect..and then its a happy effort to keep work flowing well...Cheers to life love and living..but my dear cloud with a silver lining..please turn silver..and I guess all will be fine then!!

The cocoon cries

let me out, my soul is trapped

.

get me out, the happiness is wrapped.



Let me fly.



and I shall spread colours





of joy





your little butterfly

Toss

The cold wind freezes the spine.
The cold heart... the emotions,
Did someone pour an ice bucket on my head!
The seldom silent dog, is quiet
Today.
can he too sense,
My loss?
My world has gone for a toss.
Tossed.

My Scourge

I let you walk on my Tear,


The Scourge of my Life.


For I know I shall have the last laugh.


When your end is near,


God above resides too:


Here!

life

short and trite,

life.

bitter and sweet,

life.

like a pot of golden dreams, 

this life.

Like the rain bow horse

life

strange and complex

life.

that we live is life

that we die for is life

Life.

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Nightfall

Like every Dusk
Today
She stands by the Lighthouse
her eyes glaring at the night
Dimming with the Dawn of Night
The night of Yearning entreats

Sari clad
Bronze Torso..
Eyes like black Diamond

She licks her lips
Sweet Memory
savours the
salty navel
she feels her leg pulsating
the head throbbing in harmony

Her anchal falls
The thick matted hair
Memories of coarse hand
Has'nt combed it off
at all

From the emptiness of the blue expanse
He rises from the sea
They are locked in a trance
Arms around
Head buried in a matted mass
He carries her to Eden
to Nightfall!

Absence

I do not weep

I will not weep

So you may go

My heart is not a Ming

Nor my blood paint..

That I will create ancient Fresco

For I love me..

No rose shall I put over your grave..

For my tears have wrenched my thoughts

I say you will be missed

Like the sky that missess the cloud

Like a great day gone by..

And I shall drink to it

To our times!

In The cavity

The white moon


Fell into a white well,


The well had no crown ,


to guard the fall!


The snake slowly liked the moon


Filling the fangs with mint


The moon dimmed and melted


The fang had done it all...!


licked the Mooney mint small!!

the dog and his master

I blink...
Look down..
You aren't there
I go back to sleep.


I again look down..
wishing you there..
You aren't there ...
Even if you were there it would not matter!!


I know you cant talk..
Still I look down..Blink
expectantly..
The droopy look of your eyes
I am going to miss the shiny tail
I blink ..
close my eyes eternally