Sometimes it feels so lovely to stare at the sky..just so blankly...and i look at the deep depth of blue..and then a thousand mixed thoughts just go pop in your head and .....its like tiny wires and mesh....all forming a hotch-potch in your brain...and slowly as I start analyzing things...like how I mistakenly deleted one of my favorite blogs....
how life is beautiful even in jeopardy...like how life is just so drab even when its supposed to be simple....and how stupid we were when we so desparately desired to grow..up and eventually when you do..you realise growing up is an illusion....of so many promises being made to "when i will grow up..........." and when you do you realise you are miles away from your promises...what were then promises to self take years of working and yearning.....
and when you dream with your eyes wide open and the sense of self belief and conviction is so high you could take on the world full on...
instead you blink your eyes...done enough of staring at the depth of blue..above..you mentally gear up for the 'just another day' of your life
"i wonder y we died to grow up and die each day as grown ups"
